It's Been A Long Time

It's been nearly 6 weeks since I last posted on my blog and today I felt it was a good day to start again....
One of the main reasons for not blogging was due to several busy-bodies that run and tell Adam every little detail. By the way, I know who you are and I also know who still talks to him but makes out they don't. Firstly, I don't write this for Adam, I write it for me. Secondly, do you really think he actually cares? He has moved on and so have I. I cleared a lot of 'friends' on facebook so now I am only friends with people I actually want to talk to - so feel privileged! ;)

A bit of an update - a lot happens in 6 weeks. Firstly, just before I went on holiday I had a date. It was really nice, really relaxed and it felt so good just to be in the company of someone who is so down to earth and easy to get on with. I was sad to go but hey - date's can't last forever. Was not the greatest as I was so tired which meant I wasn't being myself but he understood that and still made contact afterwards *phew*. Whilst on holiday, I went on the computer every day - normally twice a day (when I was waiting for Jemma to get ready!!). We emailed. A lot. We spoke about everything and anything, it was nice to still have that contact even though I was a 2 hour flight away and didn't actually get to speak to him. For those of you that aren't in the know - Craig and I are now in a relationship. I couldn't be happier, even taking on 3 kids - every single one of them is amazing. Told you that you have to filter through the strange ones on POF to find a decent one didn't I?! Craig treats me...not like I expect to be treated...but how I deserve to be treated. I don't expect anything but I receive flowers and chocolates, I also get some amazing cuddles. Thank you Craig for being so wonderful.

Secondly, Majorca baby! Yes it was lovely, yes it was hot and yes James had a lovely time too. James nearly drowned several times but he was never once bothered and jumped straight back into the water (which is good). I came back with a sexy tan, which has now disappeared due to the lack of sun in England at the minute.

What else can I update you all on...?

Redundancy, that's still up in the air as I am due to find out at the end of this month. If I do get made redundant I think I want to learn something new. I am not one, as you all know, to sit on my arse and do nothing (career wise I might add to that). I have so many skills already and I am only 24, why not build on it until I find something I enjoy and can make a living from? I can read Tarot Cards, I have a diploma in Wedding and Events Planning, I have NVQ's in Customer Service and Early Years Care, An A Level in Accounting, I want something else too. I have started learning to become an on-the-side Body Shop At Home Consultant. Looks like it could be interesting and once my confidence rises again I can do parties and make some cash (which I desperately need)

James. James will be 2 in 3 weeks and I'm scared and excited. Scared as time goes so quickly and you wish it away, but you can never get those moments back. This time 2 years ago I was trying ANYTHING to get him out, I was the size of a whale and hated it. Thankfully he arrived safe and sound 7 days early and after 8 loooooooong hours I got to meet my little monkey. The emotions that you go through will never be understood by someone that has not had a child. I held him in my arms and I think I cried. Anyway, enough babbling about 'labour day'. I am excited as I can't wait for him to enjoy his party. There's going to be face painting and a small bouncy castle and lots of friends and family. James also has an operation on 9th August (the day before his birthday) to put grommets in his ears as his hearing is still poor and he still has glue ear. Not looking forward to that - General Anaesthetic, watching your child fall to sleep and go limp... not looking forward to it one bit.

Think that's about all I can update for now. I promise I'll keep my blog a little more up to date than every 6 weeks from now on.

PS. I am not on my medication anymore and I am still happy, so it must be genuine happiness for the first time in a LONG time. Love you all xx